No R.I.P. For Joo!

Michael Jackson died today of cardiac arrest. And I couldn’t be happier. If it were a poor innocent person, I’d be saddened by the death. Michael, however.. Doesn’t deserve my sympathy. To me, he’s a filthy rotten child molester. And I hope he rots in hell.

And yes, he’s been found not guilty. But, there is a difference between innocence and a not guilty conviction. On top of that, anyone with enough money can get away with murder. Just look at O.J. Simpson. If it were some piss poor douche bag on the corner, he’d be rotting in jail at the moment.

Wee Wee Doctor

I went to go see the gyno today. I have to say, the gynocologist is my least favorite doctor. Not because I have to get completely nude or I have to sit there with just a paper robe on, or any of that. The biggest reason why I hate going is because after she’s done digging for treasure in my hooha, she then sticks a finger in my ass. The reason being is that she checks for polyps. She doesn’t just stick the tip of her finger in. She sticks her whole finger in. The whole finger for Christ’s sake. I’m not a big fan of anal. In fact, I hate anal. It’s one of those unpleasant feelings. Like when you feel constipated. Thank god it’s only once a year.

Piercing

I got a new piercing yesterday.

When my mom saw it, she started to yell. WHY DID YOU DO IT?!@? HOW MUCH DID IT COST?@! Oh well. It’s my fucking lip. It’s not like I’m 13 for Christ’s sake.

Yay?

Today I received this in the mail. I have no idea how I got it, but hey.. free book.  I’m not sure if I entered a contest to get it, or if someone had ordered it for me. Oh well. I enjoy science fiction anyways.. I guess I’ll read it and stuff.

So, the past two days it’s been really humid here. Blahs. I can’t stand the humidity. I don’t mind the heat so much, it’s the humidity that makes it worse.

Found Out.

Tonight, I was on my druid in Everquest 1. As I was talking in the general chat channel, someone had brought up my name (Miss Jackie) and anal warts. I had this sinking feeling of “Oh crap, I’m not so anonymous anymore.” Oh well. :(

Vanguard Playtime

Sony decided to give all inactive Vanguard accounts a free month. So, I figured…. why not? I reinstalled the software (which is a massive 20 Gigs) and hopped on. Let me just say, I’m quite impressed that I’m not bogged down by lag anymore. Once or twice it stuttered, but I was actually fine. So far, I’m playing a druid (I am so sick of playing Clerics these days). I remember when I first picked up the game 2 years ago, I couldn’t get the game to work correctly on my machine. Every few seconds, my video would choke up and lag. REALLY BADLY. Fast forward 2 years and I’m barely lagging. I think I read somewhere that they fixed a whole shit load of bugs and improved performance. I’m also thinking of making a necromancer for shits and giggles.

Dentists Suck

The abscess in my mouth is gone and the pain isn’t there anymore. Thank god. When I saw a dentist recently, they wanted to remove 5 teeth. I only went in just to have 2 teeth removed (a wisdom tooth and a broken tooth right near it). But, noooo.. They wanna remove 5. Fuck it. I’m not having more than 2 removed. And if they don’t like it, they can suck my fat dick.

In other news, I removed my cleric from my old guild and placed her into the guild I made with my druid. I am so tired of not finding groups.

Returnage

I went back to Everquest 1. I have a love/hate thing for my cleric. I love being able to show off my tanking abilities (since we are a plate class), but I’ve slowly learned to hate having to sit there and heal..heal..and ~yawn~.. throw another heal. The biggest pet peeve is the mercs Sony added in last expansion. Our class has been reduced to a raiding class. I rarely find groups these days and mostly find myself solo’ing. I’ve long since abandoned my cleric as a main character and picked up my druid. Even though druids are still considered Priests.. I can still do more shit. Kite, DoT’s, ports, heal, etc. I’ve never considered picking any class that involves being a tank only. Ever. I love spell casting too much to give it up.

Gettin’ There

The pain in my lower left jaw is getting better. On top of that, the swelling is going down. Which I’m pretty happy about. The medication I’m on is taking care of the infection. I can’t wait until I see the dentist next Monday. Have these two teeth removed would be so wonderful. No more chances of having an infection.

In other news, nothing special is going on. I have to see my family doctor this Thursday, because I might have dermatitis on my scalp and my eyebrow area. Originally I had dandruff on my scalp, but no matter how many times I’ve used anti-dandruff shampoo, it’s still there. I think I may need to see a dermatologist. Blahs.

Contest Winner!

Omigawd. I actually won something. Allakhzam is running a contest until May 7th and they’re giving out Everquest 2 goodies. Here’s my winning e-mail:

By posting a whole crap load on their EQ2 forums, I was able to win. I actually selected the 60 day subscription thingie, since I already have the last expansion. ~does happy dance~ And here I thought that I never win anything. Teehee. I was in a miserable mood all day because of my pain and this actually made me really happy.

Free Clinic

I called the free clinic this morning and asked to make an appointment for the dentist. Unfortunately, they’re backed up until July. Which isn’t good, because I need my 2 teeth pulled immediately, or I’m going to end up having another abscess to deal with.

So, it turns out that my health insurance does cover dental and they sent me a letter last year by mistake. The thing that’s fucked up is that I never received another letter saying that they sent the first letter by mistake. So, I went all this time thinking that they stopped covering dental. I could have avoided getting cellulitis and having to go to the stupid emergency room. ~sigh~

Ick and Blahs.

The past few days, I’ve been in extreme pain with my teeth. Originally I had an abscess on the lower left side of my mouth. Then, today I woke up and that area was swollen like a motherfucker. I ended up going to the emergency room. There, the doctor examined me and saw that I had cellulitis.  So, they hooked up a IV and drained 2 bags of ant-biotics and 1 bag of an anti-inflammatory into me. 4 1/2 hours later, I was sent home with a prescription for 2 antibiotics and percocets. I feel a lot better and was told that I need to go to the dentist for tooth extraction. Tomorrow morning, the first thing I have to do is call the free clinic (for some odd fucked up reason, my health insurance stopped covering dental last year). Since I can’t afford a dentist, I’m forced to go to the free clinic.

As soon as my infection heals up, I’ll probably have 2 teeth pulled. I don’t mind, as long as all this freaking pain stops. There’s nothing that stinks more than having your mouth in pain and not being able to eat because of it… Because my fat ass loves to eat. :-)

Yoga

I bought a yoga dvd from Amazon and I just received it the other day. It was this one:

Instead of paying out of my ass for gym fees, I decided to exercise at home. I was thinking of doing the yoga 3 times a week (Monday, Wednesday, and Friday and then taking the weekend off). Why not? I always wanted to be more flexible and I’ve always wanted to one day place my feet behind my head. ~wink~

Gaming

My Everquest subscription ends on May 1st. The game isn’t enjoyable to me anymore. I’ll miss the friends I’ve made, but why continue paying for something if I don’t enjoy it anymore. It’s been a fun 5 years. But, I need to move on. I really never got into World of Warcraft. No matter how many times I’ve tried out new characters, I just can’t get into it. I was thinking of just playing Perfect World with Blake and not worry about paying monthly fees anymore.

My Teefs :<

I’m really starting to get annoyed at my two teeth. See, I’ve been in a lot of pain these past few days. Two teeth on my left side have been killing me. The wisdom tooth and another tooth right near it. I’ve been taking vicodin and placing ice on the teeth, just to get rid of the pain. It makes eating almost impossible. I guess I can afford to lose a couple pounds. Or.. just eat pudding. ~cries and drools at the idea of poooooding~

CVS Pharmacy Sucks

So, my mom picked up a prescription for me at the CVS pharmacy on Monday. It was for a bottle of pain killers. My last refill. When I opened the bag, it didn’t look like my usual 180 tablets. I asked Blake to count them and there were only 100 in the bottle. Which is weird. I called the pharmacy up and told them that they didn’t give me the correct amount. The 1st guy put me on hold and then a second guy came on. I told him the same thing. And guess what the douche bag told me? “Oh, we re-count everything. You have the correct amount.” Basically, calling me a fucking liar. I have never once called that fucking pharmacy and complained that I’m missing pain killers. Who knows how many times they tried to screw me over? I told the asshole that I am in fact missing pills and I can come in with the fucking bottle. “No, we re-count them. You have the correct amount.” What-EVER. I hung up and called my health insurance and complained about it. The representative put me on hold and called the pharmacy. And guess what? I was in fact getting the rest of my 80 pills. Which is odd..They gave me the correct amount of pills and yet I was able to pick up the rest of my medication.

My point is… count your fucking pills and always, always, always call your insurance if you’re missing any. Your insurance is paying their fucking bills and the pharmacy knows that. I would have understood if I were missing 2-3 pills. It could have been a simple mistake. But 80? That’s obviously fraud.

Procrastination

I promised myself this past December that I would start video blogging in the new year. I still haven’t made 1 stupid video yet. I have no idea why. I even charged my camcorder’s battery. I have plenty to say, just haven’t really recorded anything yet. ~sigh~

It’s not like I’m scared of being made fun of. Hell, all my stupid video’s I made in the past.. why would I be scared? I guess the main reason is because I’m lazy?

In other news, I recently had the stitches of my procedure removed. I was so fucking happy when they were removed. It meant that I didn’t have to have the wound cleaned every. single. freaking. day. Blah. I almost regretted having the procedure done. It’s not like the cyst was cancerous.

T-Mobile Stupidity

Who are they hiring for these call centers? I’m on the phone now with a representative and I had to explain my situation 5 different times in order for the stupid cunt to even understand me.

See, the problem is.. I can’t use Twitter on my cell phone. I’ve always had a problem sending SMS text messages to Twitter through T-Mobile. It always said ‘Access Denied’. It’s happened with 2 cell phones already. So, I call them and ask them why the messages were denied.

Their solution? “We have no idea what you’re talking about because we’re complete imbeciles, so you’re gonna have to contact Twitter yourself. Good luck.” Fucking douche bag service, I tells ya. Utter morons.

Sebaceous Cyst

Yesterday, I had to have a minor surgical procedure to remove a sebaceous cyst. I was so incredibly nervous while going into the OR. I was awake the whole time. The surgeon just numbed the area with novacaine, then cut it open and removed the cyst. It was kinda big and cheesy. While I was heading home, the novacaine started to wear off and it started to kill me. Thank god for painkillers.

Other than that, EQ1 decided to rename classes for April Fool’s Day. For my druid, they renamed Treehugger. My cleric, they renamed Rezbot. How cute. Right now, I’m just logging into EQ2 to see what they did for today.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday Everquest! 10 years ago, you were born.

Meow

The resolution on my camera phone sucks. But here’s a pic.

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Wudder!

I remember the first time I said “water ice” to my friend Anthony. He was like.. “Yeahhhh.. okay.” I’m like, “You never heard of water ice?” Only in Philly will you hear people say water differently. Anthony still makes fun of me to this very day, because of the way I say water.

Here’s a thing I found on Wikipedia about it: “The word water is commonly pronounced /wʊdər/ (with the first syllable identical to the word wood, so that it sounds somewhat like wooder.) This is considered by many to be the defining characteristic of the Philadelphia dialect.”

Everywhere else they pronounce it “wahter”. Douche bags. :P

Empty

In Germany they first came for the Communists, and I didn’t speak up because I wasn’t a Communist. Then they came for the Jews, and I didn’t speak up because I wasn’t a Jew. Then they came for the Trade Unionists, and I didn’t speak up because I wasn’t a Trade Unionist. Then they came for the Catholics, and I didn’t speak up because I was a Protestant. Then they came for me. And by that time, no-one was left to speak up.

-Martin Niemöller

Grand Theft Auto IV: The Lost & Damned

You know what pisses me off? I have a Playstation 3. I love the Grand Theft Auto series. And the fact that Rockstar isn’t making a release for the PS3 just pisses me off. I was reading up on several web sites that possibly after several months, that it ~may~ come to my console. Stupid Rockstar developers! :(

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Another Epic Fail From Comcast

Every single morning at around 4AM, Comcast drops connection. You can always time it to the very second. I’ve been searching on Google to only find thousands and thousands of complaints against Comcast and dropped connections. People getting dropped every single fucking day at the same exact time. Isn’t that lovely?

The only thing I’m looking for is when Verizon finally finishes laying down the lines for FIOS in Philadelphia. The city actually finagled a deal with Verizon and Comcast to finally allow Verizon to sell FIOS in the city and the lines will be finished within a year. I’ll exchange my empty soul for FIOS now please.

My one biggest question is.. why isn’t there a huge law suit against Comcast for lost productivity? Especially those that heavily depend on their internet connections for business? I don’t care if I get $1 back from the law suit. The point being, it sends a message to Comcast to stop fucking up.

Bottom line, if you’re considering a ISP to go with. Don’t waste your money or time on Comcast. They don’t give a shit about you and only care if you pay your bill on time.

Guild Drama

In my guild (in Everquest 1), there’s been a lot of drama going on lately. It’s ridiculous. The guild is slowly falling apart because people get into their own “clicks”. It always happens when going into a guild. But unfortunately, it’s the reason why guilds fall apart. People will refuse to invite you into groups because you’re not apart of their “click”. Eventually the person feels frustrated and will disband.

And this is why I submitted my application for my own guild. I’m tired of all the BS that’s been going on. I would rather feel more in control of what goes on in my guild. And would love to guide my guild into doing my stuff together. I know a lot of people would rather solo and that’s all fine and dandy. But I would rather have people to socialize with. ~shrug~

Meow

This is my kitty Meeshka. The picture wasn’t taken that long ago and I wanted to take one of his nosey.

The Unborn

I saw this movie on my birthday (this past Sunday). It was a so-so movie. The lead actress (the one in the photo) is a sweet piece of ass though. The biggest thing I didn’t like about the movie was the Apple product placements. It was like Apple paid the producers money to place their products into the movie. I saw three items that came from Apple (iPod, iMac, and iPhone). WTF? I understand if one item was in the movie, but 3?

29!

Today is my 29th birthday!

Yay!

Not. :P

Views on Abortion

I know this is a controversial subject, but oh well.

I never thought that abortion was the right thing. Honestly, I do think abortion is murder. Abortion should be illegal and the women who do get them should be burned at the stake, along with the doctors who perform them. What “sane” woman would kill her unborn baby? I don’t care if it was a result in poor judgement (no condoms), rape, molestation, etc. It’s not the unborn child’s fault.

Life starts at conception. I don’t care what the morons out there tell you, but it is and always will be murder. The doctor’s who perform them and the women who decide to get them should in fact be either placed in jail or murdered themselves.

I may be a liberal, but I do believe in pro-life.

Nippleeeeeeeee!!

Lookie:

Cold as a motherfucker.

Yay for Snow!

It’s supposed to snow all this weekend. The only sucky thing is that I have to go out on Monday. I’m just hoping that it’s not icy out. Here’s a not so good picture.. that I took while looking out of my window:

The weather web site that I visited said that we’re supposed to get snow all weekend. It’s really beautiful when the snow does drop. I actually enjoy sitting by the window with my kitties and just watching it snow.

Here’s one of them now:

Strangeness

So, Blake was playing Perfect World yesterday and saw this:

If I wasn’t serious about a character either, I’d probably make one similar to this. Hehe.

KGB Anyone?

Has anyone seen those KGB commercials? The one where the guy asks the woman a bunch of random questions.. And the commercial ends with “Knowledge Generation Bureau” — KGB. I searched through Google and found their site: their site. They’re apparently a text messaging service that answers questions.

The only thing that sucks is that they charge you 50 cents per answer. Which sucks my balls. I actually texted them “What is the perfect breast size?” Bah. I’m not gonna pay 50 cents to find that out when I can just search Google for free.

Yay for Crack Pipes!

Cracker-licious!

Florida is proposing a tax on crack pipes.

What’s next? If someone accidentally lets out a fart on the bus and the whole bus starts to stink like poopy ass, they’ll be taxed too?

Eyebrow Threading

I seriously need to get my eyebrows done and was wondering what you guys thought on eyebrow threading.

Here’s a video:

Fucked Up.

This is how things are dealt in my house.

My brother gets $235 for his birthday ($200 + $35 for every year he’s been alive).

What do I get for my birthday?

$50.

Yes folks. $50. Many of you will just brush this off as “At least you got something.” This bullshit has been going on since I was a fucking kid.

Favoritism. What a whore.

Samsung Gravity

Recently I received a Samsung Gravity as a replacement to my old Nokia (the keypad had stopped working after loads of text messaging).  The Samsung Gravity is a fabulous phone. The only complaint I really have is how long the battery lasts. I could send about 10 text messages and talk on it for an hour and the battery will be down to 1 bar. And this is after a full charge.

Any suggestions?

Medical Marijuana

Just mentioned on the local news in Philadelphia, New Jersey just passed the bill for medical marijuana in the health committee. What I’m hoping is that our politicians in PA pass it also, because marijuana should not be illegalized in the first place.

Linkage: News Story

Domo

I stopped playing Domo with Anthony. It’s not because I don’t like the game. It’s an adorable game. But, it seems like he never has any time to play with me. We originally wanted to play a game together, but as he started meeting new people, he started spending less time with me. So, I said fuck it. I might as well ride out the rest of my EQ subscriptions and then play Perfect World with Blake.

I’m currently installing another Free to Play game. We’ll see how it goes.

Tired.

I am tired of Douche Bag’s constant hurtfulness.

I don’t know why I deal with it. Maybe I thought he was just a stupid asshole and didn’t know any better and I felt sorry for him.

Fuck him.

//P.S. This is not about my Blakie {in case he reads this}.

My Thoughts

Sony recently placed Station Cash into two of their games EQ1 and EQ2. My first reaction to reading this was “Why the fuck would they do that?” Unfortunately, Everquest’s community is slowing being drained everyday and they feel the need to introduce Station Cash into the game. If both games were free to play, I’d understand why they were placing them in there.

When was the last time you saw an in-store advertisement for Everquest 1 or 2? When was the last time you saw something on TV about it? You rarely see it in gaming magazines anymore. The average stupid person, when you ask them what comes to mind when they think of an mmorpg, they think of World of Warcraft. Everquest doesn’t even come to mind, even though it was the first in its’ business.

EQ is a dying breed because of Sony. They were really really popular back in 2004 (when I started) and for odd reason, Sony just let it die.

P.S. I will not be using Station Cash, because I think it’s a waste.

Nommalicious

I don’t have time for your poopyheadedness, I’m far too busy being delicious.

Judge Fudge.

…death

Next month will be a year since my Grandmother died. And the reality of it hit me. Like a ton of bricks. I’ve been depressed the past couple days. I’ll get over it..eventually. I’ve been having problems falling asleep at night. I’ll probably start taking my klonopin again, just so I can go to sleep.

All things must come to an end sooner or later…. I suppose.

Gobble Wobble Said the Jive Turkey

Somehow, my father has it in his stupid head that I only hate my “brother” because he yelled at me when I was a kid. Not even remotely freaking close. Here’s a list of reasons why I hate my “brother”:

  • Asshole behavior
  • Superior mentality (thinking that he’s better than me, when in reality he’s not better than the corn in my shit)
  • Treated me like total dog shit when growing up (blamed everything on me, even if I didn’t do it; convinced my parents that I should be punished for things I’ve done when in fact my parents wouldn’t have cared in the first place; yelled at me/slapped me; etc. etc.)

I could go on, but you get my point. My friend Anthony said that I should do the “Christian” thing and forgive him. Yeah. Okay Mister. If someone has treated you like dog shit your whole life and you personally want to forgive them, that’s on you. There’s absolutely no reason why the parasite should receive my forgiveness. Not even if he begged for it and apologized.

It’s too late for apologies. Way too late.

On a side note, there’s only two things I’m thankful for this year.

My brother’s stock value plunging and Blake.

P-Es-Free

I recently ordered an ethernet cable for my PS3, so I can go online with it. Since I have Grand Theft Auto IV, I’ll be able to play with other people, which should be awesome. My one friend Anthony actually said he might pick up a copy.. since he’s bored with his current PS3 titles.

In other news, I found out my brother’s stock portfolio plunged. All I can say is:

HA HA HA HA

HA HA HA HA

Because the economy hit the crapper, he lost a ton of money. Good for the fucking bastard. That’s the only good thing about the sucky economy. :P

Waaaaaaiiii?!!?!!

I’ve been having problems with MSN and Trillian for a while now. I could send a message to someone on my MSN list and they wouldn’t even get it. Nor would I get any of their messages. It’s caused a lot of arguments actually. I would think that someone was completely ignoring me, when they actually weren’t. And the argument would just go downhill from there.

MSN and all Microslop products are completely crappy and smell of dung from a mile away. I can’t stand MSN, but have no choice because most of my Everquest friends use it.

Quitting

I’m seriously thinking about quitting EQ1. I’ve already cancelled my Everquest 2 account. I am just tired of their customer service. It’s extremely crappy. I’d rather have Blizzard than Sony any day. At least when a Blizzard employee answers my help requests, I don’t get an idiot answer.

I don’t know. Most of these companies.. majority of them only care about your money and nothing else. You, the paying consumer mean nothing to them. As long as they have your money, you the person.. is piece of shit. I’m really thinking of only playing those free online mmorpg’s, instead of paying for one. There’s Perfect World with Blake and DOMO with my friend Anthony.

Don’t get me wrong. I love EQ1 and 2. The game play is great. But it’s the customer service that drives me nuts. They completely censor your posts on their forums. If you try to write anything negative against the company, they automatically remove your post, like it never existed. Either it’s happy horse shit or nothing. As a paying customer, I think I have everything fucking right to complain. If they were free, it’d be a completely different story.

The extent of followers and sheep in this country breaks my heart (ie. those that still think that the 2 wars in the Middle East is still a good idea).

Quit Buggin’ Me!

Every now and then, I’ll get an e-mail from someone I don’t know. They think that I’m someone else and they’ll send me something private. It’s incredibly annoying. Don’t these people know that it doesn’t matter if you e-mail miss.jackie or missjackie at gmail.com, it still goes to the same stupid e-mail address? Jesus. And who are these bitches that are giving out their e-mail address as miss.jackie?

And sometimes, they don’t even stop e-mailing me. They continue on their normal way, because they’re stupid douche bags.