Sanity Is Such A Drag

My bedroom is a complete mess. It’s worse than any guy’s bedroom. I suppose I’m just too lazy to just put things in their place. I promised myself that this Spring, I’d start cleaning my room and organizing my room a little better. I bought a bunch of containers to place things in and make sure they go in the right area. My old bedroom was as small as a closet, so I was more careful to place my things. But, ever since I moved into a bigger bedroom, it became a junkyard since I have more space. I have no idea why I became so lazy in picking up after myself. I just did. I suppose after I injured my back for the 2nd time, cleaning became more of a painful chore than anything. Nowadays, I can only do about 25-30 minutes of cleaning before I have to sit down due to pain. The pain is so bad that I can’t even walk.

My goal this Spring is to at least clean a little bit at a time. 25-30 minutes and take a breather. Then pick up again and do another 25-30 minutes of cleaning. I’m expecting to have a clean area within a few days, since I have a bad back. I’ve already filled up a trash bag full of crap. I can already tell I’ll have about a few more before trash day.

So, today’s May 1st. What are my plans for this month? Let me see:

-Pay my 6th installment of my student loan back

-Call the local community college up and schedule an appointment, to arrange classes for the next semester.

-Possibly cancel my EQ1 account, as I don’t find the game as much fun as I used to.

-Play Perfect World and EQ2 more (This’ll make Blake happy I suppose).

And I guess that’s my free-time list so far.

I recently ordered a new Blackberry 8707. It’s an older smart phone, but the newer smart phone are extremely expensive. I was able to get 8707 at a reasonable price. It  has all the features I want. The biggest two things for me would be the Twitter app and a calender feature. Instead of lugging around a calender book with me in my purse, I’ll have a cell phone to keep all my appointments.. So I can just whip it out when I need to enter in more crap.

Anyways, nothing new is going on. Next month will be 6 months since I’ve been paying back my old student loan. June 1st, I’ll be able to register for more classes and actually get more student loans and junk. I still have about $1,400 to pay about; but it’s not a biggie. I can still afford the $150 a month payment. It should take me another 9 months to pay back the $1,400. And then my credit report will look a bit nicer. I guess that’s one of the biggest reasons why I’m paying back the old student loan. It put a big black mark on my report (it was an old loan from 2000). I was quite reckless when I was younger. Get credit cards that I couldn’t afford; get student loans I didn’t pay back, etc.

I eventually wanna get an apartment and a psychology job; both of which might check my credit report. It’s actually looking better with every payment, I suppose.

By the way, happy 4/20 bitches!

As if we don’t have anything more important.. We find out that Ricky Martin is gay. How is his coming out of the fucking closet any surprise? Back when he came out with “She Bangs”, how can you not know? God, people are idiots. It may have effected his career if he came out, but do we need to see it all over the news?

This morning around 3AM, I started having sharp stomach pain. A few minutes later, I ran to the bathroom and threw up. It wasn’t just regular puke. It was projectile vomit. I ended up vomiting in the sink.. The shit went everywhere. After that, I spent the night crying in pain and having painful diarrhea. The only thing I think could have caused a stomach virus was the hoagie I ate. I was reading that if the hoagie maker didn’t wash his/her hands after going to the bathroom, they could pass on the bacteria.

Anyway, I feel better. I did spend the whole day in agonizing pain. Shooting pain, diarrhea, vomiting for the 2nd time. Blahs. I hate feeling sick.

9 days until the new year.

Where exactly has the year gone? I remember as a kid the days used to feel like weeks as they passed by. Now.. as an adult.. The weeks and months feel like days passing. Where is all the time going? And why does it feel reversed (as in time passing)?

My 30th birthday is next month. I can’t believe I’m turning 30.

30.

I never thought I’d reach this age. When I was a kid.. I thought 30 was so far away. And not it’s almost here. /sigh

I think I may be coming down with a cold. The past few days, I’ve been feeling really weak and my head’s been stuffy. The other thing that’s bothering me is that my right foot is all swollen, pink, and warm to the touch. I’m not sure if it’s cellulitis.. But, I’ll be making a doctor’s call tomorrow morning to make an appointment.

I hate being sick.

It seems I’m still getting “Access Denied” with T-Mobile. After so many complaints found on the internet, they still can’t get their acts together. Fortunately, I’ve found a completely different way to post to my Twitter account through my cell phone. The website is ping.fm. Without that web site, I’m not able to do it. T-Mobile may have cheap service, but their customer service stinks like sweaty balls.

Apparently, the post I made the other day.. didn’t show up. It came out as only a freaking d.

Motherfucking computer. How I hate thou.

Anywaaaaaay.. Not much in the way of life. Was thinking of going to a more traditional community college, instead of finishing up my degree online. I’ve read way too many stories where employers won’t accept online degrees. So, I said screw it and applied. We’ll see how that goes and crap.