Waaaaaaiiii?!!?!!

I’ve been having problems with MSN and Trillian for a while now. I could send a message to someone on my MSN list and they wouldn’t even get it. Nor would I get any of their messages. It’s caused a lot of arguments actually. I would think that someone was completely ignoring me, when they actually weren’t. And the argument would just go downhill from there.

MSN and all Microslop products are completely crappy and smell of dung from a mile away. I can’t stand MSN, but have no choice because most of my Everquest friends use it.

Quitting

I’m seriously thinking about quitting EQ1. I’ve already cancelled my Everquest 2 account. I am just tired of their customer service. It’s extremely crappy. I’d rather have Blizzard than Sony any day. At least when a Blizzard employee answers my help requests, I don’t get an idiot answer.

I don’t know. Most of these companies.. majority of them only care about your money and nothing else. You, the paying consumer mean nothing to them. As long as they have your money, you the person.. is piece of shit. I’m really thinking of only playing those free online mmorpg’s, instead of paying for one. There’s Perfect World with Blake and DOMO with my friend Anthony.

Don’t get me wrong. I love EQ1 and 2. The game play is great. But it’s the customer service that drives me nuts. They completely censor your posts on their forums. If you try to write anything negative against the company, they automatically remove your post, like it never existed. Either it’s happy horse shit or nothing. As a paying customer, I think I have everything fucking right to complain. If they were free, it’d be a completely different story.

The extent of followers and sheep in this country breaks my heart (ie. those that still think that the 2 wars in the Middle East is still a good idea).

Quit Buggin’ Me!

Every now and then, I’ll get an e-mail from someone I don’t know. They think that I’m someone else and they’ll send me something private. It’s incredibly annoying. Don’t these people know that it doesn’t matter if you e-mail miss.jackie or missjackie at gmail.com, it still goes to the same stupid e-mail address? Jesus. And who are these bitches that are giving out their e-mail address as miss.jackie?

And sometimes, they don’t even stop e-mailing me. They continue on their normal way, because they’re stupid douche bags.

Da Tubes

I decided I would create a new YouTube identity.

My Profile

I was bored and really wanted to start making new video’s again. Plus, making money on Revver would be a really nice thing to do again. Extra money for things I want is a nice thing.

By the way, I recently purchased a Playstation 3. It took me a couple months of saving up, but I got a 60 gig one, which is completely backwards compatible. It’s used (I got it from GameStop) and I got 2 used games with it. Grand Theft Auto IV and Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion (this game was suggested to me by a friend of mine, since I like roleplaying games). I wasn’t gonna buy any new ones until I finish those two.

Ewwies

Some of the searches I get for my blog are so incredibly silly. But some of them are just, um.. shall I say.. strange? The other day I saw somebody searched for “12 year old cocksucker”. I’m just wondering.. how the hell did I manage to get a hit with that phrase? Then on top of that, not a day goes by when I don’t get a variation of “World of Warcraft sucks”. I’m thinking that there’s either a large population of people out there that truly hate WoW or just people who are curious as to what others think. Who knows?

B12 Sucks!

Ever since I have been taking B12 more regularly, my leg hasn’t been hurting as bad. When the leg was killing me, I had been skipping days because I was forgetting to take the pill. It may be because I have B12 deficiency anemia and not taking any B12 could have been causing the muscle soreness.

Who the hell knows?

Obama Won!

Yeah motherfuckers!

Who am I Voting For?

Let’s hope it’s not another 2000 election repeat.

So Wrong, But So Funny

My Absence

I know I haven’t been around much to update my blog. It’s not because I abandoned it. For some odd reason, my left leg has decided to hurt like a motherfucker for the past 2-3 weeks. All the muscles from my left ass cheek to my ankle are killing me. Originally, I thought it was my herniated disc that was touching a nerve, but then one night Blake was massaging my leg and figured out it was the muscles instead. Whenever he touches my leg, it hurts slightly.

Anyway, to make a long story short, I started using Ben Gay on my leg. It actually smells kinda good with the Menthol in it. ;) It helps a lot and I’m actually able to walk around without limping and screaming in pain. I have a doctor’s appointment this month to see what the hell is wrong with my leg. He’ll probably send me off to get some tests done. *shrug*

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Driving Me Nuts!

I sincerely cannot wait until this fucking election is over and done with. Seriously. I am so tired of hearing all the bullshit political commericals that are coming out. “Well.. he said this and he said that.” You know what? Suck on my balls. That’s right. Suck my balls until they’re completely emptied. I personally support Obama, but I just cannot wait until this crap is done with. Thank god that it only happens once every 4 years. Jebus.

Meh

Why is it that Olivia Wilde (she’s on the show House) looks older than I do, but is 4 years younger?

I checked her Wikipedia page and it says that she was born in 1984. Tha’ts a shame. Really.

An Excerpt

The following is an excerpt from “Johnny Got His Gun”. It struck a cord with me, because I fully believe that the war in Iraq and Afghanistan are a waste of our time and money. Please read with an open mind.

My New Sidekick 2

I recently bought a Sidekick 2 off of eBay. My only complaint is that whenever I’m on the phone, the person on the other end can barely hear me. I don’t know if it’s a faulty phone or whatever. I did maximize the volume, but I’m still having problems with people hearing me.

Any solutions?

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Restless Arms

I’m awake at 4:25 a.m. My left arm has kept me up, because I have something called Restless Arm Syndrome, which is very similiar to Restless Leg Syndrome. My left arm has “creepy, crawly” tingly sensations, which keep me up. The symptoms come and go. I’ve read up that klonopin, which works on your central nervous system.. works to supress it. Since I already take klonopin for anxiety, why the hell not take it?

Anyways.. keeping busy with my psychology degree. And my gaming. The gaming keeps my mind off of my family life. Which sucks. :<

Meh

I think I may have a reoccuring case of Bartholin’s cyst. Not very fun. The last time I had cysts in my labia, it was extremely painful. I had went to the emergency room and the doctor there had to give me a shot of morphine and a local anesthetic. Then she went in and sliced the labia open to drain out the fluid. Yeah, I know.. disgusting. But being a woman sucks.

Anyways, I’m having pain in my labia again. In the same area where it was painful before. If it gets works, I guess my fat ass is going to the doctor.

Injections Suck!

Yesterday, I had an appointment to get a back injection. Since I have a large protrusion in my lower back (from a herniated disc), it hurts like a bitch.

So, I get there. Wait about 1.5 hours. Go back. They take my vitals, etc. Then I go into the little OR room. They put the blood pressure cuff and heart rate monitor on me. Everything was fine up until the doctor started putting the needles in my back. It hurt like a fucking motherfucker. My blood pressure and heart rate went through the roof. Blood pressure was 179/103. Which is incredibly high.

Then the nurse tells me, “Wow, that’s high. Are you okay?” Gee, lady. I’m having needles stuck in my back and the doctor is causing immense pain to go down my legs. I don’t know if I’m okay. By the time I was done, they rolled me back to the recovery room and my head is feeling weird from the high blood pressure. Within 10 minutes, it goes back to normal (129/73). *sigh* If it’s going to hurt that goddamn bad, what’s the point of coming back? Why should I suffer hell just for a little bit of relief? I don’t know. The doctor said that they’re giving me a less painful injection next time. So, who knows?

Ooh!

Pic

Ooh, I am soooooo scared! My video’s on MySpace, don’t you think that people already tried to report them? They’ve been viewed thousands of times. Why do people even waste their time making this whole elaborate message? Are they trying to scare me? *shrug* What a loser. And if my account were deleted, I wouldn’t give a flying fuck anyways. Let them delete it.

My Anemia

I have Vitamin B12 deficiency anemia. (More info here: link) I found out I had a B12 deficiency when my family doctor ran a routine blood test to find out why I was always tired and worn out. Unforunately, it causes various annoying symptoms, that which left untreated, will continue to annoy me. For example, ringing in the ears. For years, doctors thought that I may have “Schizoaffective Disorder“, but the various drugs they placed me on, didn’t work. I never noticed any improvement with the ringing in my ears. Then I was referred to a neurologist, who had thought I had “Petit mal seizures“, which I think I may have, but not due to my hearing.

I see my family doctor next week, to ask if he could put me on a B12 nasal spray, so I can see if my symptoms get any better. Since the nasal spray goes directly into the blood, I wouldn’t need to worry about absortion. Blah.

SoE Sucks

I may be a “guide” for Everquest 1, but the douche bags improperly flagged my Everquest 2 as inactive on the forums. I can log in and play, but my account is flagged as “general”, which means the only forum I can post in is the Trial forum and nothing else. What’s up with that shit? And on top of that, I *can* post on their EQ1 forums, but not their EQ2 ones. How retarded are they over there?!

GTA: IV

Finally, I receive an e-mail alert from Amazon that I could pre-order GTA: IV for the PC. Only thing is that it doesn’t come out until late November. Which sucks big donkey balls. I have to wait another 3 months. Blah.

Only thing I’m really worried about is the system requirements. >.<

Facebook Anyone?

Hey everyone. Just wondering if anyone else uses Facebook? I actually like that site more than MySpace, due to MySpace being very laggy and very buggy. I’ve never heard horrible things about Facebook. *shrug*

5.8 Magnitude Earthquake

Southern California just got shocked with a 5.8 magntiude earthquake. And everyone there is just acting like it’s nothing. Hehe. Maybe it’s because the Philadelphia area hasn’t had an earthquake since the 1960’s and I’ve never felt one in my life. I was speaking to a fellow guide from my guiding server.. who happens to live in the same city. He actually says that there’s a fault line 60 miles from Philly. Lovely. :P

A Year Older

My Mom’s birthday was yesterday. Blake and I got her a birthday card and money. I never know what to get her. She always tells me that she doesn’t want anything. So, I end up giving her money. I didn’t know what else to get her.

Anyway, I finally upgraded to Windows XP. I actually like the fact that I can now run more programs (I was running Windows 2000). Yay. /sarcasm

Last night, there was a thunderstorm. It was pretty nice, sitting in my house.. playing on my computer.. listening to the thunder.. up until the point where a lightening strike hit and our power went out. Then 10 seconds later, it went back on. The sucky part is that I was playing Everquest 1. Thank god I wasn’t fighting a mob, or else I would have been pissed.

Yummies.

Nom. She’s hot, but her hair do is just ick.

Nom?

Last night, in guild chat (in EQ1), I brought up the fact that I was reading “Johnny Got His Gun”.. So the topic of government and human nature came up. And of course, I wrote “Communism in theory is perfect, but human nature corrupted it.” Which is completely true. No one owns anything, because everything is owned by everyone. But, those in power got greedy.

Upgrades

So, I’m looking into upgrading my computer. I’m currently running on an AMD 2200+, with 2 gigs of RAM. Since upgrading my computer requires to go 64 bit, I might as well go with that. I searched on Amazon, to get an estimate on how much I needed to spend. It was around $503 total. Which isn’t bad. I already have a monitor and 3 hard drives, so I wouldn’t need any of that. I’m looking into upgrading to a 6000+, since it’s not that bad of a price on Amazon. :P

I guess my ass needs to start saving up money. After this, my ass isn’t upgrading for a couple more years. -snicker-

WTF!

Do people actually think that people will fall for this scam?

Oh wait, stupid people do. All the time. Like my father. Without Blake and I, he would have fallen for the stupid Nigarian scam long ago. So, now they’re using a new scam to bring in the gullable people? Pfft.

Edit: I did a search for this Sgt. Allen Brown on Google and found out that the email has been being going around. Link => Douche Bag

Region Free, Yay!

I found out a way to make my DVD player region free. Which means, now I can play PAL dvd’s on my NTSC TV. I searched for my DVD player through Amazon and one of the reviews actually had a code you entered in the Preferences section. The reason I’m so happy is that I have a copy of “Johny Got His Gun” and it came in PAL format. I thought I was forever screwed until I found out about the region free code. I even popped the movie in to test if it worked. And it did.

Me so happy. :P

Edit: Oh yeah. I suggest this film or book to anyone who thinks that war is necessary or thinks that going off the military would be a fun idea.

Computer Problems… Again.

So, I’m trying to upgrade to Windows XP. Unfortunately, my dvd/cd burner won’t recognize the cd that has Windows XP. I looked it up through Google. No solutions. :’( I really want to dump Windows 2000 and upgrade, but unfortunately I can’t get the damn thing to recognize CD’s.

Any help? :(

Soy Milk?

Why is it that everyone thinks that soy milk is actually milk? It’s not real milk. It’s SOY JUICE, people! JUICE FOR CHRIST’S SAKE! Not milk, water, or any type of liquid. JUICE! But, the Jews in the marketing department wanna market something NEW and IMPROVED and sell it ya for an even higher price. So they renamed Soy Juice to Soy Milk. And don’t give me a counter argument telling I’m wrong. We all know that companies like to rename products, just to sell you the same goddamn thing, for an even higher price.

Oh yeah. Have a happy 4th. :)

Sweets

In Everquest 2, I left my old guild to join a new one. The one I was in, I was a co guild leader. But, I felt like I wasn’t appreciated for the stuff I did for the guild. Plus, hardly anyone ever grouped with me. There was one person in the guild that had a severe attitude problem. So, I said fuck it. I’mma leave and join a new one. This new one, is so incredibly nice to me. Plus, they’re as goofy as I am. :P

Quote of the Month

“I like your pants around your feet
I like the dirt that’s on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you’re looking up at me”

Nickelback “Figured You Out”

End of the Month

It’s June 30th. What did I accomplish this month? Let me see.

  • Didly squat
  • Didly squat
  • and more didly squat

Seriously though. I did some studying, guiding for EQ1, and um. I quit World of Warcraft, because it wasn’t my cup of tea. I’m thinking about guiding for Everquest 2, but not in the mood right now to go through the application process.

Next month, I have back injections. I can start working out again, after my back stops hurting so goddamn much. I had to go downtown this morning and I had to double up on pain meds. I was in that much fucking pain. Not fun at all. I’ve been doing a lot of stretching exercises to loosen up tight muscles in my lower back. But, I still have tight knots which hurt like hell. I’ve been having Blake massage them for me, but they’re still there. :(

?

The senior guide on my server in EQ1 said I’d be promoted to a full guide soon. Which means.. my Everquest 1 account will then be exempt. I’ll be playing EQ1 for free after that. Which is pretty sweet. I’m thinking about guiding for Everquest 2 also, since I play it too. Teehee.

My Panties are Moist. :P

Blizzard announced today that Diablo 3 is being released. What did I do in response?

Pee myself.

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Linkage here: Diablo 3

Douche Baggeries!

I got a message on MySpace last night from this little douche bag. Telling me this:

douche bag

Now, to me.. this says.. “I’m pathetic. I’m a loser. I have nothing better to do with my time. Pay attention to me. All I wanna do is piss is you off because I’m a loser.” It’s more funny than anything. Why the fuck would I wanna take my video’s down? I’m glad the loser douche bag was traumatized from it.

Death of a Comedian

George Carlin died on the 22nd of June.

Link is here: Link.

What a shame. He was such a funny comedian.

Blah Blah, Sunday Sucks.

Today was my dad’s 56th birthday. My mom, dad, grandfather, Blake, and I all went to a Chinese/Japanese cuisine restaurant. They (except for Blake) wanted to go to a Chinese buffest place. But, Blake and I both think that it’s a dump. So, we go to this high class Chinese/Japanese cuisine place. Nice place. So, my dad, as always complains that he doesn’t like the place. He’d rather eat at ghetto places like KFC and McDonald’s. Not at high class places, becasue he’s a douche bag.

Anyway, I decided I’d play some internet mud, because I’m bored. I wanted to play some. It’s so 1990’s, but oh well. :)

Hey You!

Download Day

Mommy, Where’s My IQ?

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Saw V BABY! Oh YEAAAAH!

Release date: October 24, 2008

And I’m going to be first in line to see that movie!

YESSSS!

-sniffles-

This made me cry a little.

Pic-tures.

I took some pictures with my new digital camera and I thought I’d share them with you nice douche bags. :D

Me.

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Moocow.
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Bootsy.
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Yay :-)

So, I bought myself a new digital camera from Amazon (link: link). I seriously needed a new one, because the one I was using just sucked. When I took pictures in low light, it didn’t take them very well. Plus, I needed a camera that could hold more pictures. The one I was using, could only use up to 128 mb’s. I ordered a 1 gig card, which should hold me for a while.

Here’s a picture of it:

This Sucks!

Look at this.

Doesn’t that just suck big donkey balls? Yes, it does. Big fat, sweaty, hairy ones. Yes, I went there. It’s not even fucking summer yet.

Crappy Computers!

I need help from you computer genius’s and stuff. I’ve been having problems with playing video’s on my computer. Whenever I load a video through Windows Media Player or another video player called VLC, the computer slows down to a crawl and I can barely do anything. WinBAR states that I still have 1.7 gigs left of memory, after loading the video. So, it’s definitely not swapping RAM onto the hard drive. It also does it when I try to watch a DVD through WinDVD. I’ve tried various different video player software and various different DVD player softwares. And all come back with the same result. Everything else is fine. No virus’s, adware, spyware. Nothing. Just slows down incredibly when I try to run a video.

Any idea’s on how to fix it?

Sauna Anyone?

Oh, by the way. 84 percent humidity is not fun. In the middle of winter, fine. But, just look at this shit:

84% humidity. Mother of “god”. It feels like a freaking sauna in here. And it’s not even 80 degrees, for Christ’s sake. *shakes fist*

My hair is paying for this dearly.

Domino’s Pizza Sucks!

So, I go to Domino’s web site and I order a pizza. It says it’ll take up to 32 minutes for it to be delivered to my house. So, I’m like.. okay. Their commercials state 30 minutes. Blake and I are upstairs… and after almost an hour… still no pizza. So, I call them up and they tell me it’s on the way.

Let me just say.. I will never, ever order from them ever again. Almost an hour for some stupid mediocre pizza is ridiculous. And I paid $19.87 for some stupid pizza. Blah.

Gah.