Accomplishments?

Let me see. The very last day of January. Did I accomplish any of my “new year” resolutions yet? Yes and no. I’ve been studying more for school. That’s about it. I’m still depressed over my Grandmother’s death. So, I’m still trying to work out the whole gym thing. Blake and I are supposed to go to the gym on Monday. My only problem is that I have a problem motivating myself to go when I have all this pain going on. Blake suggested taking a pain pill before I left the house. I’ll probably end up doing that.

In other news, I’ve been thinking about quitting Everquest 2, for the second time. *sigh* Blake is probably going to roll his eyes when he sees this. Why am I thinking about it? Um. Well, let me put it this way. The guild that I’m in… They’re really great people. Don’t get me wrong. The biggest problem I’m having is that we barely group together. I’m always left to solo things on my own. Unless I start to bug people. Blah.

Tick Tock

As I wait for a mob to spawn in a zone (in EQ2), I’m sitting here. Bored to tears. This is one of the biggest annoyances of Everquest 1 & 2. Having to wait and wait and wait. And then wait some more. Then! If you’re lucky, you get to kill the place holder. Rinse and repeat until you get the named. Bleh. Very frustrating!

Loonys`ville

Well, that slob has finally done it. She’s totally lost her marbles. Britney now officially has a British accent. (Here’s the link: link) Whoever called me crazy hasn’t seen what TRUE craziness is, until you’ve been in her screwy head. As a psychology student, I have to say that she’s a classic example of why people need to be on heavy duty tranquilizers. Oy. At least I have enough sense not to go into a clothing store and appear naked. Who the fuck would wanna see me naked? Or Britney naked? Sure. Back when she was 18 years old. Fine. She was a hot piece of ass. Now? My shit on her face wouldn’t make her look any better.

She seriously needs to see a therapist and a psychiatrist. Pronto. Loony biatch.

Bleh Bleh, And Bleh.

Nothing much has been going on lately. My life is boring, as usual. Been trying to diet, but the death of my Grandmother, almost put a stop to it. Depression and stuffs suck. I’ve already cut out 99.9% of my regular soda intake. Been drinking low calorie juice, diet soda (which contains 0), and lots of bottled water. I’ve been eating whole wheat bread, instead of white bread. And man, my asshole is killing me (from pooping too much). But, at least I’m not getting empty calories from the white bread.

In other news. My 28th birthday is coming rapidly. Ugh. Not looking forward to that. Another year closer to 30. Then everything goes downhill after that. My looks (ha!), my sanity (another HA!), and gravity takes its’ toll on my titties. Unfortunately, with a huge rack, I’m in for a big surprise.

Fortunately, with Everquest 1 and 2, I’ve been avoiding thinking about my Grandmother’s death. I know eventually, I’ll break down and cry. I guess her death hasn’t hit me yet. When I saw her for the last time, her swollen face and frail body made me so sad. I can’t understand how a hospital staff could allow another human being die off like that. Just because she was 81 years old, doesn’t mean she didn’t have many more years left. Bleh.

Time.

I don’t know if any of you remember, but I have posted that my Grandmother was in the hospital, due to a hip injury. Unfortunately, she passed away yesterday at 5:30 A.M. She was in Nazareth Hospital for 2 months. That hospital is the worst hospital I have ever dealt with. If any of you by chance go into any hospital in Philadelphia, do yourselves a favor and do not go to that one. She was in there for 2 months. She came in due to a hip injury and her health declined. They don’t care about you. They care about the money they can make off of you. I can’t understand how someone can go in with a hip injury and come out dead 2 months later.

Needless to say, I’m greatly saddened by her death. My dad (it was his mother).. I don’t even wanna know what’s going through his head at the moment.  The funeral was this morning at 11 A.M. My mother, father, and grandfather attended. My brother.. that complete and utter putz.. Went home yesterday. He couldn’t extend his visit for one more day, just to pay his respects at her grave. No, he was always selfish and self-centered. He would rather not lose a day’s pay at his job, than to spend time at the funeral. Honestly, I’m glad that he went back home. But, I’m more pissed that he couldn’t do that. At the very least, do it for my parents.

First Post

Well, this is my first post of the new year. New Year’s Eve, I got really tipsy. I made some strawberry daiquiri’s. Nummy! I’m such a lightweight when it comes to alcohol. I had 1 1/2 drinks and I got tipsy. :P